end of this one. starting of a new one.

sila2 pegi ke blog baru saye. http://idopkucomplicated.blogspot.com

sequel KAMI.

.me layak ke ngun dy?.

halluuu.suda agak sekian lama me tidak meng-update blog. maaf. terlampau bz kerna spm is around the selekoh. hahah. erk. apa yeh maw crita. err. my weekend lately is full of membelek buku at the library. so,,if u wanna see me at the weekend,,juz go to the library larh. u will find my musyuk pon kat c2. haha. stdy je. kami tak dating okeyh. kepada sesiapa yg suke mmbuat spekulasi2 buduh lagi x logik mgenai kami,, silalah hentikan yer. kerna dipercayai anda hanya akan menambah dosa. 

erk.                                                                                                                                                                        bju batch da ciap da. di bawah ini adlh hasilnye.

 

if kowg pasan , ape yg me merepek kali ini tade kene mengene pon ngun tjok kn. me tkot musyuk mara larh. hahaha. daaa. wish me luck in spm!!

wtf?!

wah,,tension lak ai,,em,,heres da story,,td aku wat new post,,then,nk publish la kn,,ttbe lptop stuck for a few minutes,,bile da ok,,sume yg aku tulis td gone!! wahaha,,hampeh giler a,,emm,,td gdow ngun musyuk laa,,athoiyai,,xske btol la bile gdow2 neh,,hohoh,,

well,,sjak bbrpe ari neh,,aku dok merayau2 jek lam ternet neh,,then jmpe ade stu blog,,besh siot,,da la ade byk link,,sume link2 die besh gilak..wahaha,,aku bce pon tension jek,,i mean,,camane dowg ley tlis besh smpai bgitu skli,,kompek essay dowang a1,,wahaha,,

ape lg yeh,,lately neh bz ngun projek addmath,,kne submit nex week,,da la nex week trial start,,waaa,,study x lg,,wahaha,,ape nk jadik la aku neh,,em,,if im not mistaken,,nex week exam history,,wahaha,,xske2! agknye da lpn blas ratus kali aku bce bab2 tamadun tuh,,xgak hengat2 point2 die,,wahaha,,

last,,pray for my success okeh,,tenkiu,,

kebosanan melanda dirikuh,,

aku sangat-sangat la bosan,,xtau ape nk wat,,da la tension ngun project addmath neh,,hampeh,,em,,the only thing that can make me epi is my musyuk syg,,love u!huhu,,em,,em,,ape ek nk ckp,,td rse cm ide mencurah-curah ibarat slurpee yg slalu melimpah-ruah,,wah,,pe aku merepek neh,,em,,musthofa,,cian btol aku kt tapa ni weh,,aku xtau nk tlg cane lg,,lets just hope his wish are granted,,huhu,,em,,aku bru dpt tau somtin yg happen kt my musyuk sayang,,a long time ago,,well,,aku xbley nk slhkn die,,its not her fault at all,,and i aprreciate because she have the courage to tell me the truth,,musyuk,,its not ur fault okeh,,dont blame urself,,i still love you,,huhu,,

wah,,aku hepi giler,,

hari ini merupakan hari paling gembire dlm idup kuh,,aku sayang die sangat2,,die telah wat aku gembire giler,,she is without doubt,my angel that god have created for me,,love u so much sayang!! eventhough aku blom pon lg declare secare official ngun die,,ak sgt2 xkesa,,ini kerane kami suda pon mcm psgn yg alredi married,,hahahah,,again,i love u so much!! mia,,eiz syg mia sgt2,,i will love u foreva,,

kdg2 tension.kdg2 epi.kdg2 sepi.kdg2 sronok.

well. the tittle above have fully described my life rite now. tension. sbb spm da dkat. aku maleh lg nk blaja. huhu. epi. sbb result aku formatif 2 neh not really bad. sepi. sbb kdg2 'she' mcm x care about my feelings. i miss the old her. huhu. sronok. sbb 'she' kte dy syg kt aku sgt2. well. thats enough for me. as long as she love me. itu suda amat cukop. xkesa la klo ati aku trluke pon. huhuhu. itu je la kot. xde idea weh. just. pray for my hepiness with her. tenkiu. -eizluvmia-

absurd.ridiculous.

mengapa perlu ber'awak-saye' dgn org yang kite x knal?? mungkin die knal. tp cmne die knal?? ramainye kawan die.
hmm. aku jeles dowh. shit. apsal la aku perlu jeles. i mean,,does she really love me?? well,,i dont think so. again,,shit! it would be nice if she can be real honest with me. just answer the most simple question ; "do u love me?" why cant u answer it?

its not that if u tell me u love me , saye nak kapel ngun awk. saye juz nk tau je. well,,kalau la awk bgtau sye that u still love me,i think i can concentrate more on my studies. awak. tlg laa. help me!! if u tell me u dont love me,,yes,,maybe i will suffer. but at least i know ur real feeling towards me. hmm.

lege siot dpt release kn sume bnde neh. sebbek ade blog. huahua.tu je la. mntk maap la kalau kali ini terlbey jiwang. haha. tenkiu.

a song for her.

Finally , I've found a suitable song for her. The song is Fall For You by Secondhand Serenade. The lyrics is so perfect. It really describes my feeling towards her which i cant express in my own words. Here is the lyrics. Enjoy it!!



The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting

Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Your impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed
But I have loved you from the start
Ohhhh

But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I'm yours to keep
And hold onto your words
Cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When you're asleep

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Your impossible to find.

*to hear this song , just go to my myspace. you will hear it as u open my page. daa~ tenkiu.

daripadeNYA kite dtg. kepadeNYA kite kembali.

Buat pengetahuan semua , ayah firdaus zulkafli baru meninggal dunia. Al-Fatihah buat arwah. Atas dasar kawan dan sesungguhnya menziarahi orang yg meninggal itu merupakan fardu kifayah , aku , muaz , daos(ban) dan juge anas telah pergi ke ruman firdaus. Setibanya di sana , kami dikejutkan apabila kami ternampak puan pengetua dan juga puan koko,,,(aku lupe name dieorang. huhu). Kemudian , kami pergi ke bwh pokok iaitu tmpat yg paling ideal pada waktu itu kerana cuaca agak panas. Kami berjumpa dengan syahir dan basyir. Kami pon bertanye ape2 yg ptot kepada mereka. Barulah kami tau bhwe ayah Firdaus meninggal kerana penyakit paru-paru berair. Tibe-tibe muaz mengajak kami melihat jenazah yang sedang dikafankan. Despite keadaan mase tu yg bersesak-sesak , kiteorang still manage to see proses pengkafanan itu. Aku berase sungguh insaf pada waktu itu.

Setelah keadaan bertambah sesak , kami mule mengundurkan diri. bukan nk balek. tapi aku nk pegi pasang side mirror moto aku. side mirror moto aku kan kene curik. kiteorang pon pg la kedai moto kat matahari heights. setelah proses memasang side mirror selesai , kami bergegas ke rumah firdaus kerana ingin turut serta meyembahyangkan jenazah. Namun hasrat kami musnah kerana setibanya kami di sana , kami lihat orang ramai mula berpusu-pusu menuju ke tanah perkuburan.

Sedarlah kami pada ketika itu bhwe kami telah terlambat. Kami pon pergila ke tanah perkuburan. Sampai-sampai je , kami lihat talkin akan dimulakan. Kami mule mengambil tempat di bwh khemah utk turut menyertai talkin tersebut. Pak imam pon mulelah menjalankan tugas beliau. mse dga talkin tu , seram sejuk aku dibuatnye. insaf gile aku. Sedang pak imam membace talkin , salah seorang wanita yang berdiri tibe2 macam pitam. aku dan muaz bangun utk memberikan ruang supaye wanita itu dpt duduk.

Selesai talkin , kami bersalam2 dgn firdaus dan memintanya agar bersabar. Firdaus mule mengeluarkan air matenye yang aku rase dah lame die simpan. aku mane bley tgok owg nanges ni. otomatik aku pon berase ingin menangis. aku pon mule la pndg2 tmpt len , pndg blkg utk cover air mate yang ingin keluar.

Kepada Firdaus , aku berharap kau bnyak bersabar. Jangan putus asa. Jadikan ini satu sebab utk ko berjaye dgn lebih cemerlang mase spm nnti. Kepada semua , marilah kite sedekahkan Al-Fatihah kepada arwah ayah Firdaus. Al-Fatihah.

the unlucky.

hye. its me. i'm not really in the mood rite now. i dont know what to do. semuenye amat membosankan. emm. sesungguhnya aku kembali ke alam confusion yg selama ini telah mengekori aku ke mana jua aku pergi. ape yg aku merepek cipet nih. hahah. sorry2. emm.

seriously, love is harder than i thought it will be. many will define love in their own ways. but for me, if u ask me what does love mean to me, aku dengan confident nya akan menjawab bhwesenye love is cinta. hahah.xde laa. love for me is the feelin that connect two different person so that they complete each other. did u get what i mean? senang cite, cinta itu adalah suatu perasaan yang meng'connect' due org yg personalitinya berbeda supaye mrk saling melengkapi each other. phm?? bgoslaa jike anda phm ape yg saye cube sampaikan. huahua.

sesungguhnya cuti kali ini agak membosankan kerana aku duk kt umah je. nk kua pon xtau nk pg mne. lgpon bkknya ade dwit nk kua g jenjalan. hahah. aku sgt berharap budak2 neh ade projek yg tak melibatkn dwit so that aku bley join dorg. hahah.

itu je la yang ley aku mengarutkan di pagi yg hening ini. huhu. tenkiu.

to da jelez people.

tiada apa yang perlu kamu cemburu kerna sesungguhnya aku dan emy emyra tiada apa2 hubungan melainkan kwn semata2. kan emy kan. wawa. lgpon aku dga dari mia yang emy sdg menolong aku mendapatkan semule mia. haha. tenkiu emy. em. em. dis holiday is so f*ckin bored. nothing to do. perhaps dont know what to do. tenkiu.

kepade emy emyra.

oit. pehal lak funny plak. hampeh tol laa. haha. jelez kew?? wawawa. em. i have an announcement to make. emy,i still love you. would you accept me again in ur life?? wawawawa. em. tonite ade game england. besh tuh. hoho. hope england win tunite. eksyeli ltey neh. men ftsal td 2 jam. da la bdak x rmai sgt. ckop utk buat 2 team jek. 2 yg pnat tuh. kne men full. huhuh. ape lg ek yg bley ak bebelkan?? em. em. em. nampaknye tiade ape laa. haha. buhbye. tenkiu.

target for holidays.

hola. its holiday!! yeah!! tomorrow, men futsal!! yey2. nk lpas tensen. heheh. but, i still have a target that i created for myself. that is, if i could, i want to study for spm!! hahah. do you think i can do it?? hmm. lets wait and see. hohoh. em. what else huh? em. haa. xde pape laa. hahaha. daa. tenkiu.

lalala.

halluuu. lame da x memblog. hoho. bz doe ngun exam. hope result aku best-best. huhuhu. em. haa. man utd da menang premier league . hahaha. bgge gler ah. next,champions league plak. hehe. em. love?? nothin to say. no comment la sng. hahaha. keh a. x sabo nk cuti nih. nk enjoy!! daaa. asamekom. tenkiu.

tired in hepi.

juz come back home from the hotel. so tired. but happy though. first because the wedding is so worth it to go. it was so romantic,perfect and absolutely fantastic. there was a caklempong performances, silat and even singing. second, im happy bcoz man utd beat west ham 4-1!! ronaldo score twice!! hahaha. long live man utd!! emm. below are some pictures taken during the wedding. enjoy it!! tenkiu.

taip laju-laju.

mse tgh boring2 td, aku terjumpe bende yg agak menarik nih. best. bek korang cube. cube beat aku. heheh.

40 words

Speed test

hepi cket laa.

heheh. td aku tye mia wei. brani gak aku tye an. jwpn die secret laa. sorry.but at least im not in confusion anymore. huhuhu. hepi2. =) tonite x dpt tgok game man utd coz kne attend wedding ceremony kt royal adelphi. sdey siot. tp kwn punye pasal aku pegi la jugak kn. lgpon bukan slalu dpt tgok wedding kat hotel. k arh. asamekom. tenkiu.

menanti tak pasti.

haha. tah ape2 tah tajok die. ermm. eksyeli aku dlm kebingungan yg teramat. nk pilih die or die. mne satu aku tak tau. ak sayang kat die tp die cm x sayang aku tapi die lg sorg nih sayang kat aku tapi aku plak cm x sayang dy. hmmm. apa nk wat ni ha?? i dont know laa what to do. help me sumone!! huhu. lgpon i am suppose to think bout my future la kn. i mean about my study and spm and all that stuff. huh. so confusing la this life. to those who think they are related to my confusion, please help me decide the right choice. i hope i have the courage to ask mia if she would accept me again in her life. mia, i still love you. but, aku x mo disturb die skrg coz aku tau die nk blaja. hmmmm. tu je la kot. asamekom. tenkiu.

pursuit of hepiness.

finally, manchester united win after two unconvincing game. hahaha. so proud. to liverpool/chelsea fan, see you in finale at moscow!! i love scholes. tenkiu.


p/s. i'm not a fuckin gay okay. huhuhu.

kebosanan.

today is really a boring day for me. xtau nk watpe a!! walaupon actually homework aku byk lg yg unfinish. hahaha. berbalik semule kpd kebosanan yg melanda aku arini, aku masih tak tahu nak watpe. most of the time, aku just merayau-rayau dlm internet nih sambil mencuba menghilangkan kebosanan itu. haha. em. ape lg ek yg bley aku merepekkan? itu je la kot. konklusinya, aku bosan. tenkiu.

kekalahan. defeat. sober.

what to do laa. i have to accept the fact laa that man utd da klh. hampeh btul laa. keciwa teramat. so sober. i think kan sbb aku tak tengok game tu laa man utd klh. my whole family nk tgok af. xley nk watpe la kn. hmm. tp takpe, aku ttp support man utd till i die. peace. tenkiu. =(

manchester vs chelsea

whos gonna win tunite?? klau korang tye aku,sudah pasti tanpa keraguan aku akn menjawab manchester.iye,aku adalah penyokong setia manchester united esp cristiano ronaldo. walaupun die tidak score penalty mse lwn barca itu hari. huhuhu. ape-ape pon, selamat maju jaya kpd man utd!! asamekom. tenkiu.

vs

bangge

di dalam kesibukan menjadi salah seorang drpd spm victims,aku sempat buat bende alah yg smakin menjadi kemestian dan tumbuh bak cendawan selepas hujan.<--(ayat budak spm.heheh.) so,today is a history for me. i have successfully created a blog of myself. hahaha.tenkiu.